Still not feeling completely well

Well its noon time here and I am still working on yesterday’s mail. I am taking it slow. I haven’t been feeling well all day. It started yesterday sometime. I would get these pains as though someone was kicking me in the stomach and probably the rib cage. I had a few “spells” earlier but it seems to be fine.

When I went home yesterday I didn’t have to see Kitty. Roberta and Mike had just come home. Roberta had called and talked with Mom while I was sitting in the TV room watching TV. I told Mom what my problem was. I didn’t eat dinner.

Around 6 I had learned of the drug overdose/death of actor Heath Ledger. I was so surprised. I had come in half way through and they were listing his credits and his bio and then I saw the picture with his dates on it.

Today there are more stories and speculation about how and why he died. Some say its accidental over dose. He had so much going for him.

Well it is almost 11:30. I have been taking it slow. When I left the office I was still having those pains in my stomach and chest area. One was really pain I had to bend over. I had a couple more while I was at Debra’s. I was a little cranky and feisty. I told her about the “fight” mom and I had almost a week ago. Near the end of the session I paid her for the session and we scheduled our next session for Tuesday.

As I was heading back to the car I could see Danny Hebert (my younger cousin). He was heading to the bus on the other side of the green when I offered him a ride home. I told him about the pains I was having and he really wasn’t sure if he should be really going home with me. I think he was thinking the same thing again when he saw my car.

We had a conversation about family how my mother was telling about the stories when she walked to school. Eventually the conversation drifted to our maternal grandmother who was and will always be remembered as a difficult woman. I got Danny home just before 5:30. We said goodbye and then I was home a few minutes later.

Mom was in the back watching TV and waiting to start cooking dinner. While she was doing that I was watching TV and reading my mail. I got a wonderful letter from my new pen pal Gretchen. I will write more about it in my pen pal blog. I also got a wonderful thank you note from Michael Maratea Jr for his gift and joining him at his birthday party.

Mom is very tired but I keep sensing something else is bothering her. I asked her if she heard from Jim. She talked with him and he seemed cranky. Oh great. She asked me if I emailed him and since I did earlier in the day I told her I haven’t heard from him yet.

While I had dinner I was eating but couldn’t eat anymore. I was still getting the pains. She said I should have them checked out. I looked at her and told her Debra thought the same thing. I told her that these were the pains I started getting yesterday and not from a few days ago. When she ever said that I was concerned that she was forgetting what I said to her yesterday.

After dinner I decided to lie down and fell asleep the pains were gone or so I thought. They were for the next three or four hours. I just had a couple of them as I was writing this.

I am just going to go to bed. I Hope the pains do not return. I do feel a lot differently then when I came home.